And another thing. There have been some funny clicks on my line lately. This is either the workings of my Creative Writing tutor (unlikely but possible) or the Government (much more likely) who haven't taken kindly to my story attacking their adventures in Iraq. I'm going to have to open that second bottle.

I'm a little bit worried. My Creative Writing tutor is going around saying that I stole his ideas for my book. This is absurd. After all, he's marked my work; I don't mark his, and I've never seen any of his unpublished work. What's more his published work is practically illiterate. And I wouldn't be seen dead in the trousers he wears.
I'm going to drink a bottle of Château La Croix St-Michel 2001 Montagne Saint Emilion which I got £16 for a brace and think about this.

Well the book is out. Memoirs Of A Master Forger from Gollancz, and rather handsome it looks. I celebrated with a very fine bottle of 2004 Clos des Ruchottes Domaine Armand Rousseau. It’s a Pinot Noir which is the first grape I mention in the book, and perhaps my favourite, or it is at this standard: I had to pay £70 but it was worth it.

I had thought that authors get spectacular book launches when a new novel came out. You know: lavish events in art galleries where all the women wear sexy little black dresses and the men go home with each other. But when I asked my editor about a book launch he laughed merrily. ‘Book launch? This is why I like you William, you’re so sweet,’ he said. Then I asked about a book tour and he just laughed louder and bought another bottle of wine. I didn’t like to say anything. But it’s not like it is in the movies, and that’s why I celebrated publication with the above, in the bath, alone.

My editor called and said the book had gone into reprint in the second week. I had to ask what that meant. ‘It’s good,’ he said. So I bought a second bottle of same. I mean, if there had been a launch and a book tour etc I would have had to shell out for some new threads and so on. There. Justified.

I asked my Creative Writing tutor if he’d read it yet. The lout scowled at me and mutered something about waiting for it to appear in the Remainder shops. Can you believe this man? Anyway when I told him it had gone to reprint he looked like he wanted to knock me to the floor. I’d better watch my step or I won’t get my MA..

H from my writing class is looking at me with gooey eyes since I got published. I think I was quite low on her list until I revealed that Memoirs Of A Master Forger had been published. The thing is that getting a place on the course and getting the publishing contract came at the same time, so I’d kept it quiet. I’d submitted a chapter in the workshop and H said she couldn’t make head nor tail of it. Now she keeps inviting me to her house to “advise her on her manuscript”. Well I’ve no intention of being victim number four on the course. Or five if you believe what B has to say about her.

The reviews are very good. Except for one twit who claims that the title is misleading, since the main character is not a forger. Of course he is. He’s forged his own life that’s the bloody point. I’d like to go the twit’s house and explain what a metaphor is, but my editor said that writers don’t do that sort of thing. He said that Jennette Winterson once doorstepped a bad reviewer and went overnight from being everyone’s favourite clever lesbian to being an angry-psycho-ginger-pariah-with-bulging-eyes reduced to writing retread science-fiction for children. So I’d better not. Even though I’m already something like that to start with.

I attended some foggy event a week or two back called the British Fantasy Convention, held in Nottingham. The first thing I was confronted with was a buxom female in fishnets and corset. I thought I'd made a terrible mistake and that it was the British Fancydress Convention. But no, it was a literary event after all. Of a kind. The first spectacle I observed was that of my creative writing teacher appearing on a panel and talking impenetrable rubbish. He was actually shouting at a fellow panelist half his size, about what no-one in the audience seemed to have any idea. I'm sure he was just furious that the other bloke sold more books than he did. The other chap had made a trilogy stretch to eight books, which I think is very clever.
I left before the end and made for the bar. Though I might not have bothered. I asked the barman what fine red wine he'd got in store, whereupon he angled at me the label of a single bottle. The label actually stated "Red Wine". No information about grape, country of origin etc. Astonished, I asked to see the White Wine list. Another bottle, labeled "White Wine" was gamely presented under my perplexed beak. That's it I though, we're in Viz country, where all the cigarettes will be labeled Fags. Is this how they live in the Midlands? Is it the local tribal way of uncomplicating life? Anyway I bought a glass of the "red". I don't know what it was but you wouldn't even gargle with the stuff. I had to go and find a an off-license and smuggle in a decent bottle of Claret.
Everywhere I looked my CW teacher was going ha-hah he-heh with his hideous cronies. Never once introduced me to any of them, the bastard. Though I did get to meet Conrad Williams, Tim Lebbon and the charming Sara Pinborough (whom I thought twinkled at me), all published writers and a damned sight better than that buffoon who purports to teach me the art of scribbling. At least they had the courtesy to ask me what I was working on, which is more than he ever does. I got a bit worried when one of them said it sounds rather like something they'd already heard. I went pale when my CW teacher's name was mentioned, and then they all went quiet. I hope he hasn't stolen my novel so that he can pass it off as his own. I certainly wouldn't put it past him, the uncivilised brute. I need to look into this.

I went to the Hay-on-Wye festival, seeking for inspiration so that I might write about something other than wine. Before leaving I asked my creative writing tutor if he was going to be there. 'Why not?' I asked when he replied in the negative. 'Because I've never been fucking well invited,' he roared at me. As far as I can tell with this writing game there is a thin strata of eloquent and precious celebrity writers whose main job it is to perform at festivals and go abroad on British Council sponsored junkets; then there's the dense mass of writers you've never heard of who look like and talk like cleaning ladies and plumbers when you meet them in the flesh. I suggested this to my CW tutor and he turned on me a very poisonous look. 'Your assignment is overdue,' he bellowed at me.
I had the foresight to take my wellies. It was like Glastonbury but without the drugs, tongue-piercings and low IQs. I just about stopped myself yawning through Ian MacEwan and half way through Martin Amis I had to massage my jaw, so hard had I been gritting my teeth. Amis always looks like his audience is a nasty smell under his nose, and his face is collapsing in on itself into a perpetual sneer. Catherine Tate was good, talking about Shakespeare and John Irvine was worth going to. The wine situation wasn't great, and you needed something good to plug the smell of pigshit rising from the roiling mud between the tents. I might offer my services as a wine buyer for them next year. I could match up a wine with an author. Hmmm there's an idea. Amis would be a Sauvignon Blanc in that he's crisp, acid and dry but doesn't at all improve with aging: yes, from the Loire, aggressively grassy but with a gooseberry charge to it. You get the idea. But I'm bored with this game already.
I've been emailed by someone who is interested in the demons I refer to occasionally. Did I think Any Winehouse is troubled by a demon. You could say that, madam. And if you have the talent to look next time you see her on TV you'll see at least three, possibly four, though the last one could have been a shadow from the stage lights. I'm not that interested in her, frankly.

All those publicity shots of Prince Harry in Afghanistan: Harry on patrol, Harry on radio ops, Harry crouched over a machine gun and all the rest. You'd think some wide-awake PR man or one of the Palace flunkies who buttered his toast and pressed his combats while he was "fighting" in Afghanistan would have thought to have rubbed a little bit of red dust onto his uniform, or machine oil on his face wouldn't you? You know, to make it look like he was there for real. It reminds me of the Scorsese film The Last Temptation Of Christ where the director made his Roman legions rolls about in the dirt so they actually looked like soldiers. And to think that the props department had spent all morning polishing up those breastplates. This is what the Royal family need: continuity people. They've got no sense of narrative. 'I prefer being in Afghanistan,' Harry actually said to the massed ranks of photographers and TV film crews 'because it gets me away from the photographers back home'. Right.
The real soldiers won't be insulted by all of this. You know when you sign on that you're going to get all this garbage. All the real organisation and fighting is done by the NCOs. One thing the army does is make you toff-proof.
Creative writing: bugger it. Haven't done any in two weeks. I suppose I'm no more a writer than Harry is a soldier. Perhaps I should roll around on the carpet, splash some ink on my face.
Or just drink this (white and chilled because of the weather): a really good Chablis. Now I could easily recommend you a Les Preuses Grand Cru or something like it at twenty quid plus per bottle. But Domaine Louis Moreau 2006 will be nearer half that price and when I tell you this is bone-dry and has a lovely flinty property it will settle all you anti-Chardonnay brigade (of which I am one)to make you think that lower price Chablis really can recover its reputation. Summer's here. You bloody well need it if you're going to roll around in the dust

Chris de Burgh is to vist Iran to give a concert. The phrase "cognitive dissonance" was invented for just such a thought.

Can you believe that little shit Prince William? Blagged a Chinook helicopter to fly him and his brother - whatsisname, rat-a-tat-ginger - to a stag do on the Isle Of Wight!! Now the RAF have come up with the hilarious explanation that it was all part his flight training. Yes and when whatsisname - harry - wore the nazi insignia that was part of his covert operations training. This is why we have a royal family so that we can keep saying: you couldn't make it up. Father, where are the keys for the dashed Chinook? I need wine. It's part of my training to get so sloshed I happily aquiesce to the notion that we need a royal family. Therefore today's grape, and you'll need lots of it: Brampton Shiraz 2004 Coastal Region, sweet dark fruits on the nose. Quite savoury, bit of tanin. As balanced a wine as you'll get anywhere for nine quid. You'll get quite a few cases in a Chinook. Wonder whose garden it was they landed on?

Yes I ran away over Easter and hid in the French Alps for three weeks. Mostly I was hiding from M and that wretched misjudgment I mentioned. I wanted to be in the clean Alps to make sure that one of her demons hadn't attached itself to me. That can happen with sex. And they are easier to see against the snow. I'm pleased to conclude: no sign of any. But I shan't do that again.
I got some scribbling done too. I have to show it the yob who teaches us Creative Writing. I'm going to take him some wine as a peace offering. Nothing fancy. Perhaps a Chateau Neuf Du pape. Something rustic anyway. Speaking of wine I filled the Citroen XM to overflowing to beat the vicious 46% tax. Well, the hydractive suspension is marvelous, doesn't matter how many bottles you load in. French thinking, see. Got stopped at the ferry port by a customs officer with a thunderous scowl and a five o clock shadow. Wanted to know how many. I told him I know my allowance and challenged him to count them. 'Don't tempt me,' he countered. 'Do your worst,' I said, 'I'll sit and read my novel.' Bluffer waved me through. Well, you've got to fight fire with fire.

The inquests into the deaths of Diana, Princess of Wales and Dodi Fayed have so far cost £2.8 million, it was announced today. And they haven't finished yet. What have we learned? Has one single demon been exorcised from this hell-hall of shadow and smoke? Did anyone - apart from Fayed - expect anything sensible to come out? When the pople at whom the finger is being pointed don't even have to attend the hearing? When royal butlers can perjure themselves and admit it publicly with impunity.
The ring, the ring. "Something is rotten in the state of Denmark".
There are no weapons of mass destruction. There is no evidence of a conspiracy. It's hilarious. The British Establishment is deeply, deeply spooky.
In honour of the slaughtered princess I abstained today. Well the promise I made was not to open another bottle. I did find a drop of the rubicund relief & rescue at the bottom of my recyle box and I used it to wet my lips because they were very dry. Lip-balm. really.

Don’t you think it odd that the loathsome toadying butler removed the engagement ring from the dying princess? Don’t you think it odd that he told his bodyguard that’s what he did? Don’t you think it odd that he said he burned letters with Buckingham palace headed notepaper? Whose side was he on? And if he wasn’t always on their side, why is he now?
Fayed sees a conspiracy behind every pillar of the establishment. He hasn’t done his cause any favours. But the media have closed ranks to make him look like an obsessed idiot. If they can close ranks around Prince Harry and his whereabouts in the Afghanistan for so long, they can do it on any subject. It was always looking odd. This inquest has made it all look odder.
And don’t they realise that it’s not the Royal family who do the dirty business? That it’s the dark acolytes who attend them. This isn’t going to appear on a set of minutes. There’s no permission. No sanction. There’s no discussion. These are people who look at each other over a glass of port and that’s all it takes. There are no minutes of the meeting. This is the British establishment we’re talking about. The kind of people who actually plotted a coup when Harold Wilson was elected as Labour prime minister back in the 6os. Fayed has no idea of the demons that attend these people.
Christ, you need to drink just thinking about it. 2005 Ch le Bon Pasteur, Pomerol. At fifty quid a bottle it should be bloody good. Black fruit, cherries, very silky. Best Bon Pasteur I’ve ever had, actually. Wish I could afford it but what the hell. They’re murdering princesses and getting away with it. Drink.

It’s just ridiculous that we should have an earthquake in England at exactly the same moment I get laid for the first time in over two years. That proves someone has it in for me. Empirical evidence of a conspiracy. Worse is that it happened with M, after the Creative Writing class. I know I said I would stay away from her, what with that thing on her back. But it was the end of term and we all went out to a wine bar and she was hanging on to my every word telling me how clever I was that I knew stuff about wine and then some time after midnight it struck me, with mounting horror that she wanted me to take her home. Anyway that cheap glunk they sell at The Horn Of Plenty and the next thing… earthquake. We don’t do earthquakes in England, and I don’t do casual sex, but the two came together. (Earthquakes and sex, not M and I, in fact neither of us did so I have no idea what it was all about.) This has confirmed me in my need for celibacy. And then the budget. Christ. We now pay 46% tax on a bottle of wine. The French? 0.06%. What a way to run a country.

I went to the doctors. I have a problem with my knee. He referred me to a physio, though I had to bloody well fight for it. 'You can afford to pay,' he told me. How do you bloody know? I said. I've got an ex wife to pay maintenance while she shags 'im off the telly, plus three kids to put through university. Plus I've paid taxes since I left college just so's the NHS can be there when I need them. Then he offered to take my blood pressure. No thanks you bastard, I told him, you haven't taken my blood pressure on any of my previous visits over the last fifteen years and you're not doing it now just so you can tick a box and get a twenty quid bonus from the state. Scandalous! Same if they advise you about smoking. Tick a box, another bonus. GPs today earn 100k +, basically for four half days. PLUS these tick-box bonuses. And if you're ill at week-ends forget it. You have to drive mid-haemorrhage down to some festering slum in the town centre that looks like a Third World disaster area, full of children wrapped in blankets as you wait to see a "relief doctor" which means one who can't hold down a proper GPs job and who can't speak English.
'You seem angry,' my quack said. 'Angry,' I wanted to say, 'I'll show you angry.' Then he asked me how many units of alcohol I get through per week. 'You get another twenty quid if I answer that?' I asked him. 'No,' he said, 'that's not on the government programme yet'. I told him to mind his own business and reminded him that I'd come about my knee. Doctors. Jumped up plumbers. Just as hard to find a good one, too.
Anyway after five months of waiting I get a letter asking me to call a certain number to make a physio appointment. If I don't call within two weeks, it says, they will take that to mean I no longer need the appointment. So I try to call. Engaged. I try again later. Engaged. Over the next two weeks I make twenty four fucking calls to this number and fail to get through. So now I'm off the fucking records. What an ingenious way to cut down the waiting lists. And I'll have to return to my quack to get back on the list. And he'll ask to take my blood pressure and ask how many units do you have per day? Ker-ching. Twenty.
I'm going to tell him: you are forcing me to drink. Forcing me. Incidentally I'm just savouring an Albert Bichot Gevrey-Chambertin 'Les Corvees' 2004 Burgundy that a friend recommended to me. Cherry, spicy, okay but a bit light for a Burgandy. I paid £24 for this and I want a little bit more of a rich fruit savour for that price. Not complaining. Much.
Oh and I hear American wine merchants are whimpering about the cost of the new Bordeaux and will skip the en primeur barrel tastings next month due to the high Euro. Good. The price then has to drop for the rest of us. Titter.
This awful Jersey thing with the paedophiles. I'm not surprised. Nasty little racist red-neck pseudo tax haven. When I was over there I saw lots of demons hanging around. Not on the paedophiles, but on the poor children. Very unpleasant place.

I’ve spent the entire week-end trying to come up with something for my Creative Writing class, and failing. Last night I spoke to The Lout, apologising for not submitting anything for Wednesday’s workshop. Did I expect sympathy? Well I didn’t get any. ‘Why did you pay to come on this course?’ he bellowed. ‘If you were going to waste all that loot why not just hand it over to me?’
Thing about The Lout is, he always sugars his insults. ‘You’re a bloody good writer!’ he roared at me. ‘Piss or get off the potty!’
It’s all very well for him. He hasn’t been up all night watching his front garden. (By the way it was with some relief I realised that the forms scuffing about there were attached to the neighbours and were nothing to do with me.) I can’t tell The Lout about it – he’ll think that when I refer to demons I’m being metaphorical. He thinks everything is a metaphor for something else. It isn’t.
I’ve been drinking Sepia Red VDP Vaucluse cheap from Tesco to make up for that splurge the other night. It’s given me a headache. The Lout gives me a headache. I suppose should write something quickly.
Speaking of Tescos I bumped into the ex the other day. She was with ‘im-off-the-telly. I was cordial. Kind of. What do they expect? There are demons and there are demons. I think this blog is just my way of running away from writing. We’ll see.

Well here we have it.  The Chinese authorities have banned Horror films.  They don’t want their children to be exposed to the “psychologically damaging” genre.  Included is Steven Spillberg’s ET.  The Harry Potter films will escape the ban because they are “healthy”. (I suppose the healthy bit in Harry Potter is when the Dementers come and scream in the little Hogwarts bastards’ ears until their shit turns blue.)  Other stuff is deemed “bad for their children’s mental health”. 
So that’s it then.  It’s quite all right for these people to slaughter their own peacefully-protesting children; it’s quite all right for rivers of blood to slosh through Tiananmen Square; it’s quite alright to make pyramids of skulls in Beijing and deck the streets with headless corpses.  Just so long as we ban The Green Mile the next day. We wouldn’t to disturb our children’s mental health.
You corrupt, blood-soaked, bribe-blown, pigshit-witted, red-toothed, totalitarian ghouls, you don’t even know your own culture!  "Journey to the West" is one of the four greatest ancient Chinese works of literature.  The hero is a man-pig and the story has hundreds of nasty evil spirits and gruesome demons.  Whisper that in your Chinese ear!
Doesn’t this just make your skull fly off and spin round the room like a buzz-saw?   Now I REALLY need a drink.  I’m going to have to open a bottle of something I’ve been saving.  Something white otherwise I’ll get maudlin tonight after this news.  Pour wine on my lacerated heart.  This poor world with people like that in charge of it.  It’s going to have to be the Chablis Grand Cru 1999 Bougros Cote de Boueyreaud Verget.  Bastards. I’d been saving that for a cheerful occasion.

Stupidly stayed up most of the night to watch the lunar eclipse, polishing off a bottle of Cima Romalbo and then a bottle of Beaune 1er cru Close du Roi 2004 which was a bit disappointing.  Okay, it was a bad pairing on the palate - I should have known that, but I was experimenting.  So a poor evening, when the eclipse turned out to be obscured by clouds.  You can't ask for your money back just because it's cloudy.  But what upset me was when I looked out of the window at the clouds and I saw something moving in the garden.  Could have been a cat or a drunk from the nightclub I suppose, but i hope it wasn't what I think it was.  I don't want that to start up again. 
At least i wrote something for this pesky Creative Writing course.  Or at least I did until i saw "our friend" in the bushes.  That put me right off my stroke I can tell you.  
I don't think these recent sightings are connected with the eclipse. I don't buy all that mumbo-jumbo.

Dark forces are gathering.  Did you wonder why the government mounted its pointless attack on "middle-aged middle-class binge drinkers"?  So it can increase the duty on wine.  Add this to bad harvests in Australia and Italy, the strength of the Euro against sterling, increased glass production costs, fuel transportation costs... and you know who is going to pay.  
I'm not going to get depressed by this desperate turn of events.  I hereby invoke the Thracian god of wine, he who was nursed by the rain nymphs, the Hyades at Nysa, lord of merriment, king of the glittering eye, to protect us.   As an offering to him, today I abstain from the grape.   Which for me is a serious sacrifice.

I’ve started a Creative Writing course.  There, I’ve admitted it.  Well the truth is I started it back in October but this is a public confession.  You’re the first person I’ve told.  I expected the course to be taught by a dotty bag lady, perhaps, or an effete elderly man in a brocade smoking jacket.  Not a bit of it.  We’ve got a new teacher this term and he’s a lout in a leather coat who keeps roaring at us.  I asked him what he thought of prose-poems.  ‘I think nothing of prose-poems,’ he roared at me.
Right.  That’s that then.
Last night in class I had to change seats.  M came in and made to sit next to me, but she has a demon hanging on her, one of a kind I hadn’t seen before.  I’ve got enough problems of my own in that regard so I mumbled some excuse, gathered up my stuff and went to sit next to R.  I think M was offended.  I’ll have to straighten that out.  I’m not going to say anything but she’s not going to get a piece of writing finished while she’s got that thing hanging round her neck.
Just one glass of the rubicund relief and rescue before work today.  Errazuriz Estate 2006 Merlot: not bad, suggestion of coffee flavour too strong for my taste.