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Chris de Burgh is to vist Iran to give a concert. The phrase "cognitive dissonance" was invented for just such a thought.
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butforthegrape - William Heaney in repose
22 April 2008 @ 05:53 pm
Chris de Burgh and the Ayatollah
15 April 2008 @ 06:44 pm
father, where's the keys for the Chinnok?
Can you believe that little shit Prince William? Blagged a Chinook helicopter to fly him and his brother - whatsisname, rat-a-tat-ginger - to a stag do on the Isle Of Wight!! Now the RAF have come up with the hilarious explanation that it was all part his flight training. Yes and when whatsisname - harry - wore the nazi insignia that was part of his covert operations training. This is why we have a royal family so that we can keep saying: you couldn't make it up. Father, where are the keys for the dashed Chinook? I need wine. It's part of my training to get so sloshed I happily aquiesce to the notion that we need a royal family. Therefore today's grape, and you'll need lots of it: Brampton Shiraz 2004 Coastal Region, sweet dark fruits on the nose. Quite savoury, bit of tanin. As balanced a wine as you'll get anywhere for nine quid. You'll get quite a few cases in a Chinook. Wonder whose garden it was they landed on?
crazy14 April 2008 @ 03:50 pm
Back from hiding
Yes I ran away over Easter and hid in the French Alps for three weeks. Mostly I was hiding from M and that wretched misjudgment I mentioned. I wanted to be in the clean Alps to make sure that one of her demons hadn't attached itself to me. That can happen with sex. And they are easier to see against the snow. I'm pleased to conclude: no sign of any. But I shan't do that again.
I got some scribbling done too. I have to show it the yob who teaches us Creative Writing. I'm going to take him some wine as a peace offering. Nothing fancy. Perhaps a Chateau Neuf Du pape. Something rustic anyway. Speaking of wine I filled the Citroen XM to overflowing to beat the vicious 46% tax. Well, the hydractive suspension is marvelous, doesn't matter how many bottles you load in. French thinking, see. Got stopped at the ferry port by a customs officer with a thunderous scowl and a five o clock shadow. Wanted to know how many. I told him I know my allowance and challenged him to count them. 'Don't tempt me,' he countered. 'Do your worst,' I said, 'I'll sit and read my novel.' Bluffer waved me through. Well, you've got to fight fire with fire.
I got some scribbling done too. I have to show it the yob who teaches us Creative Writing. I'm going to take him some wine as a peace offering. Nothing fancy. Perhaps a Chateau Neuf Du pape. Something rustic anyway. Speaking of wine I filled the Citroen XM to overflowing to beat the vicious 46% tax. Well, the hydractive suspension is marvelous, doesn't matter how many bottles you load in. French thinking, see. Got stopped at the ferry port by a customs officer with a thunderous scowl and a five o clock shadow. Wanted to know how many. I told him I know my allowance and challenged him to count them. 'Don't tempt me,' he countered. 'Do your worst,' I said, 'I'll sit and read my novel.' Bluffer waved me through. Well, you've got to fight fire with fire.
cheerful20 March 2008 @ 05:37 pm
Something is rotten in the state of Denmark
The inquests into the deaths of Diana, Princess of Wales and Dodi Fayed have so far cost £2.8 million, it was announced today. And they haven't finished yet. What have we learned? Has one single demon been exorcised from this hell-hall of shadow and smoke? Did anyone - apart from Fayed - expect anything sensible to come out? When the pople at whom the finger is being pointed don't even have to attend the hearing? When royal butlers can perjure themselves and admit it publicly with impunity.
The ring, the ring. "Something is rotten in the state of Denmark".
There are no weapons of mass destruction. There is no evidence of a conspiracy. It's hilarious. The British Establishment is deeply, deeply spooky.
In honour of the slaughtered princess I abstained today. Well the promise I made was not to open another bottle. I did find a drop of the rubicund relief & rescue at the bottom of my recyle box and I used it to wet my lips because they were very dry. Lip-balm. really.
The ring, the ring. "Something is rotten in the state of Denmark".
There are no weapons of mass destruction. There is no evidence of a conspiracy. It's hilarious. The British Establishment is deeply, deeply spooky.
In honour of the slaughtered princess I abstained today. Well the promise I made was not to open another bottle. I did find a drop of the rubicund relief & rescue at the bottom of my recyle box and I used it to wet my lips because they were very dry. Lip-balm. really.
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplativeCurrent Music: Otis Redding
18 March 2008 @ 10:49 pm
of course it was bloody murder, don't be so childish
Don’t you think it odd that the loathsome toadying butler removed the engagement ring from the dying princess? Don’t you think it odd that he told his bodyguard that’s what he did? Don’t you think it odd that he said he burned letters with Buckingham palace headed notepaper? Whose side was he on? And if he wasn’t always on their side, why is he now?
Fayed sees a conspiracy behind every pillar of the establishment. He hasn’t done his cause any favours. But the media have closed ranks to make him look like an obsessed idiot. If they can close ranks around Prince Harry and his whereabouts in the Afghanistan for so long, they can do it on any subject. It was always looking odd. This inquest has made it all look odder.
And don’t they realise that it’s not the Royal family who do the dirty business? That it’s the dark acolytes who attend them. This isn’t going to appear on a set of minutes. There’s no permission. No sanction. There’s no discussion. These are people who look at each other over a glass of port and that’s all it takes. There are no minutes of the meeting. This is the British establishment we’re talking about. The kind of people who actually plotted a coup when Harold Wilson was elected as Labour prime minister back in the 6os. Fayed has no idea of the demons that attend these people.
Christ, you need to drink just thinking about it. 2005 Ch le Bon Pasteur, Pomerol. At fifty quid a bottle it should be bloody good. Black fruit, cherries, very silky. Best Bon Pasteur I’ve ever had, actually. Wish I could afford it but what the hell. They’re murdering princesses and getting away with it. Drink.
Fayed sees a conspiracy behind every pillar of the establishment. He hasn’t done his cause any favours. But the media have closed ranks to make him look like an obsessed idiot. If they can close ranks around Prince Harry and his whereabouts in the Afghanistan for so long, they can do it on any subject. It was always looking odd. This inquest has made it all look odder.
And don’t they realise that it’s not the Royal family who do the dirty business? That it’s the dark acolytes who attend them. This isn’t going to appear on a set of minutes. There’s no permission. No sanction. There’s no discussion. These are people who look at each other over a glass of port and that’s all it takes. There are no minutes of the meeting. This is the British establishment we’re talking about. The kind of people who actually plotted a coup when Harold Wilson was elected as Labour prime minister back in the 6os. Fayed has no idea of the demons that attend these people.
Christ, you need to drink just thinking about it. 2005 Ch le Bon Pasteur, Pomerol. At fifty quid a bottle it should be bloody good. Black fruit, cherries, very silky. Best Bon Pasteur I’ve ever had, actually. Wish I could afford it but what the hell. They’re murdering princesses and getting away with it. Drink.
16 March 2008 @ 01:53 pm
The earth moved
It’s just ridiculous that we should have an earthquake in England at exactly the same moment I get laid for the first time in over two years. That proves someone has it in for me. Empirical evidence of a conspiracy. Worse is that it happened with M, after the Creative Writing class. I know I said I would stay away from her, what with that thing on her back. But it was the end of term and we all went out to a wine bar and she was hanging on to my every word telling me how clever I was that I knew stuff about wine and then some time after midnight it struck me, with mounting horror that she wanted me to take her home. Anyway that cheap glunk they sell at The Horn Of Plenty and the next thing… earthquake. We don’t do earthquakes in England, and I don’t do casual sex, but the two came together. (Earthquakes and sex, not M and I, in fact neither of us did so I have no idea what it was all about.) This has confirmed me in my need for celibacy. And then the budget. Christ. We now pay 46% tax on a bottle of wine. The French? 0.06%. What a way to run a country.
embarrassed29 February 2008 @ 06:11 pm
I went to the doctors. I have a problem with my knee. He referred me to a physio, though I had to bloody well fight for it. 'You can afford to pay,' he told me. How do you bloody know? I said. I've got an ex wife to pay maintenance while she shags 'im off the telly, plus three kids to put through university. Plus I've paid taxes since I left college just so's the NHS can be there when I need them. Then he offered to take my blood pressure. No thanks you bastard, I told him, you haven't taken my blood pressure on any of my previous visits over the last fifteen years and you're not doing it now just so you can tick a box and get a twenty quid bonus from the state. Scandalous! Same if they advise you about smoking. Tick a box, another bonus. GPs today earn 100k +, basically for four half days. PLUS these tick-box bonuses. And if you're ill at week-ends forget it. You have to drive mid-haemorrhage down to some festering slum in the town centre that looks like a Third World disaster area, full of children wrapped in blankets as you wait to see a "relief doctor" which means one who can't hold down a proper GPs job and who can't speak English.
'You seem angry,' my quack said. 'Angry,' I wanted to say, 'I'll show you angry.' Then he asked me how many units of alcohol I get through per week. 'You get another twenty quid if I answer that?' I asked him. 'No,' he said, 'that's not on the government programme yet'. I told him to mind his own business and reminded him that I'd come about my knee. Doctors. Jumped up plumbers. Just as hard to find a good one, too.
Anyway after five months of waiting I get a letter asking me to call a certain number to make a physio appointment. If I don't call within two weeks, it says, they will take that to mean I no longer need the appointment. So I try to call. Engaged. I try again later. Engaged. Over the next two weeks I make twenty four fucking calls to this number and fail to get through. So now I'm off the fucking records. What an ingenious way to cut down the waiting lists. And I'll have to return to my quack to get back on the list. And he'll ask to take my blood pressure and ask how many units do you have per day? Ker-ching. Twenty.
I'm going to tell him: you are forcing me to drink. Forcing me. Incidentally I'm just savouring an Albert Bichot Gevrey-Chambertin 'Les Corvees' 2004 Burgundy that a friend recommended to me. Cherry, spicy, okay but a bit light for a Burgandy. I paid £24 for this and I want a little bit more of a rich fruit savour for that price. Not complaining. Much.
Oh and I hear American wine merchants are whimpering about the cost of the new Bordeaux and will skip the en primeur barrel tastings next month due to the high Euro. Good. The price then has to drop for the rest of us. Titter.
This awful Jersey thing with the paedophiles. I'm not surprised. Nasty little racist red-neck pseudo tax haven. When I was over there I saw lots of demons hanging around. Not on the paedophiles, but on the poor children. Very unpleasant place.
'You seem angry,' my quack said. 'Angry,' I wanted to say, 'I'll show you angry.' Then he asked me how many units of alcohol I get through per week. 'You get another twenty quid if I answer that?' I asked him. 'No,' he said, 'that's not on the government programme yet'. I told him to mind his own business and reminded him that I'd come about my knee. Doctors. Jumped up plumbers. Just as hard to find a good one, too.
Anyway after five months of waiting I get a letter asking me to call a certain number to make a physio appointment. If I don't call within two weeks, it says, they will take that to mean I no longer need the appointment. So I try to call. Engaged. I try again later. Engaged. Over the next two weeks I make twenty four fucking calls to this number and fail to get through. So now I'm off the fucking records. What an ingenious way to cut down the waiting lists. And I'll have to return to my quack to get back on the list. And he'll ask to take my blood pressure and ask how many units do you have per day? Ker-ching. Twenty.
I'm going to tell him: you are forcing me to drink. Forcing me. Incidentally I'm just savouring an Albert Bichot Gevrey-Chambertin 'Les Corvees' 2004 Burgundy that a friend recommended to me. Cherry, spicy, okay but a bit light for a Burgandy. I paid £24 for this and I want a little bit more of a rich fruit savour for that price. Not complaining. Much.
Oh and I hear American wine merchants are whimpering about the cost of the new Bordeaux and will skip the en primeur barrel tastings next month due to the high Euro. Good. The price then has to drop for the rest of us. Titter.
This awful Jersey thing with the paedophiles. I'm not surprised. Nasty little racist red-neck pseudo tax haven. When I was over there I saw lots of demons hanging around. Not on the paedophiles, but on the poor children. Very unpleasant place.
irritated26 February 2008 @ 01:07 pm
Bloody metaphors
I’ve spent the entire week-end trying to come up with something for my Creative Writing class, and failing. Last night I spoke to The Lout, apologising for not submitting anything for Wednesday’s workshop. Did I expect sympathy? Well I didn’t get any. ‘Why did you pay to come on this course?’ he bellowed. ‘If you were going to waste all that loot why not just hand it over to me?’
Thing about The Lout is, he always sugars his insults. ‘You’re a bloody good writer!’ he roared at me. ‘Piss or get off the potty!’
It’s all very well for him. He hasn’t been up all night watching his front garden. (By the way it was with some relief I realised that the forms scuffing about there were attached to the neighbours and were nothing to do with me.) I can’t tell The Lout about it – he’ll think that when I refer to demons I’m being metaphorical. He thinks everything is a metaphor for something else. It isn’t.
I’ve been drinking Sepia Red VDP Vaucluse cheap from Tesco to make up for that splurge the other night. It’s given me a headache. The Lout gives me a headache. I suppose should write something quickly.
Speaking of Tescos I bumped into the ex the other day. She was with ‘im-off-the-telly. I was cordial. Kind of. What do they expect? There are demons and there are demons. I think this blog is just my way of running away from writing. We’ll see.
Thing about The Lout is, he always sugars his insults. ‘You’re a bloody good writer!’ he roared at me. ‘Piss or get off the potty!’
It’s all very well for him. He hasn’t been up all night watching his front garden. (By the way it was with some relief I realised that the forms scuffing about there were attached to the neighbours and were nothing to do with me.) I can’t tell The Lout about it – he’ll think that when I refer to demons I’m being metaphorical. He thinks everything is a metaphor for something else. It isn’t.
I’ve been drinking Sepia Red VDP Vaucluse cheap from Tesco to make up for that splurge the other night. It’s given me a headache. The Lout gives me a headache. I suppose should write something quickly.
Speaking of Tescos I bumped into the ex the other day. She was with ‘im-off-the-telly. I was cordial. Kind of. What do they expect? There are demons and there are demons. I think this blog is just my way of running away from writing. We’ll see.
22 February 2008 @ 05:51 pm
What are they on about in Beijing?
Well here we have it. The Chinese authorities have banned Horror films. They don’t want their children to be exposed to the “psychologically damaging” genre. Included is Steven Spillberg’s ET. The Harry Potter films will escape the ban because they are “healthy”. (I suppose the healthy bit in Harry Potter is when the Dementers come and scream in the little Hogwarts bastards’ ears until their shit turns blue.) Other stuff is deemed “bad for their children’s mental health”.
So that’s it then. It’s quite all right for these people to slaughter their own peacefully-protesting children; it’s quite all right for rivers of blood to slosh through Tiananmen Square; it’s quite alright to make pyramids of skulls in Beijing and deck the streets with headless corpses. Just so long as we ban The Green Mile the next day. We wouldn’t to disturb our children’s mental health.
You corrupt, blood-soaked, bribe-blown, pigshit-witted, red-toothed, totalitarian ghouls, you don’t even know your own culture! "Journey to the West" is one of the four greatest ancient Chinese works of literature. The hero is a man-pig and the story has hundreds of nasty evil spirits and gruesome demons. Whisper that in your Chinese ear!
Doesn’t this just make your skull fly off and spin round the room like a buzz-saw? Now I REALLY need a drink. I’m going to have to open a bottle of something I’ve been saving. Something white otherwise I’ll get maudlin tonight after this news. Pour wine on my lacerated heart. This poor world with people like that in charge of it. It’s going to have to be the Chablis Grand Cru 1999 Bougros Cote de Boueyreaud Verget. Bastards. I’d been saving that for a cheerful occasion.
So that’s it then. It’s quite all right for these people to slaughter their own peacefully-protesting children; it’s quite all right for rivers of blood to slosh through Tiananmen Square; it’s quite alright to make pyramids of skulls in Beijing and deck the streets with headless corpses. Just so long as we ban The Green Mile the next day. We wouldn’t to disturb our children’s mental health.
You corrupt, blood-soaked, bribe-blown, pigshit-witted, red-toothed, totalitarian ghouls, you don’t even know your own culture! "Journey to the West" is one of the four greatest ancient Chinese works of literature. The hero is a man-pig and the story has hundreds of nasty evil spirits and gruesome demons. Whisper that in your Chinese ear!
Doesn’t this just make your skull fly off and spin round the room like a buzz-saw? Now I REALLY need a drink. I’m going to have to open a bottle of something I’ve been saving. Something white otherwise I’ll get maudlin tonight after this news. Pour wine on my lacerated heart. This poor world with people like that in charge of it. It’s going to have to be the Chablis Grand Cru 1999 Bougros Cote de Boueyreaud Verget. Bastards. I’d been saving that for a cheerful occasion.
crushed21 February 2008 @ 01:21 pm
Ecipse Obcured
Stupidly stayed up most of the night to watch the lunar eclipse, polishing off a bottle of Cima Romalbo and then a bottle of Beaune 1er cru Close du Roi 2004 which was a bit disappointing. Okay, it was a bad pairing on the palate - I should have known that, but I was experimenting. So a poor evening, when the eclipse turned out to be obscured by clouds. You can't ask for your money back just because it's cloudy. But what upset me was when I looked out of the window at the clouds and I saw something moving in the garden. Could have been a cat or a drunk from the nightclub I suppose, but i hope it wasn't what I think it was. I don't want that to start up again.
At least i wrote something for this pesky Creative Writing course. Or at least I did until i saw "our friend" in the bushes. That put me right off my stroke I can tell you.
I don't think these recent sightings are connected with the eclipse. I don't buy all that mumbo-jumbo.
At least i wrote something for this pesky Creative Writing course. Or at least I did until i saw "our friend" in the bushes. That put me right off my stroke I can tell you.
I don't think these recent sightings are connected with the eclipse. I don't buy all that mumbo-jumbo.
20 February 2008 @ 11:49 am
Dark Forces
Dark forces are gathering. Did you wonder why the government mounted its pointless attack on "middle-aged middle-class binge drinkers"? So it can increase the duty on wine. Add this to bad harvests in Australia and Italy, the strength of the Euro against sterling, increased glass production costs, fuel transportation costs... and you know who is going to pay.
I'm not going to get depressed by this desperate turn of events. I hereby invoke the Thracian god of wine, he who was nursed by the rain nymphs, the Hyades at Nysa, lord of merriment, king of the glittering eye, to protect us. As an offering to him, today I abstain from the grape. Which for me is a serious sacrifice.
I'm not going to get depressed by this desperate turn of events. I hereby invoke the Thracian god of wine, he who was nursed by the rain nymphs, the Hyades at Nysa, lord of merriment, king of the glittering eye, to protect us. As an offering to him, today I abstain from the grape. Which for me is a serious sacrifice.
19 February 2008 @ 09:07 am
Creative Writing
I’ve started a Creative Writing course. There, I’ve admitted it. Well the truth is I started it back in October but this is a public confession. You’re the first person I’ve told. I expected the course to be taught by a dotty bag lady, perhaps, or an effete elderly man in a brocade smoking jacket. Not a bit of it. We’ve got a new teacher this term and he’s a lout in a leather coat who keeps roaring at us. I asked him what he thought of prose-poems. ‘I think nothing of prose-poems,’ he roared at me.
Right. That’s that then.
Last night in class I had to change seats. M came in and made to sit next to me, but she has a demon hanging on her, one of a kind I hadn’t seen before. I’ve got enough problems of my own in that regard so I mumbled some excuse, gathered up my stuff and went to sit next to R. I think M was offended. I’ll have to straighten that out. I’m not going to say anything but she’s not going to get a piece of writing finished while she’s got that thing hanging round her neck.
Just one glass of the rubicund relief and rescue before work today. Errazuriz Estate 2006 Merlot: not bad, suggestion of coffee flavour too strong for my taste.
Right. That’s that then.
Last night in class I had to change seats. M came in and made to sit next to me, but she has a demon hanging on her, one of a kind I hadn’t seen before. I’ve got enough problems of my own in that regard so I mumbled some excuse, gathered up my stuff and went to sit next to R. I think M was offended. I’ll have to straighten that out. I’m not going to say anything but she’s not going to get a piece of writing finished while she’s got that thing hanging round her neck.
Just one glass of the rubicund relief and rescue before work today. Errazuriz Estate 2006 Merlot: not bad, suggestion of coffee flavour too strong for my taste.
18 February 2008 @ 10:58 am
Virgina Bloody Woolf
Here we go. That insufferable self-absorbed elitist and snob Viginia Woolf. "One cannot think well, love well, sleep well if one has not dined well." This from a writer putatively preoccupied with the finer things in life. Sensibly most people can't be bothered with the silly bitch but there are folk out there who quiver over her use of the semi-colon. Yet we have this from a woman who didn't know the first thing about love. She only did it once - yes, once - with her husband and since she didn't conceive she decided sex was all a bit pointless. As for a good night's sleep her books are a rip-roaring sedative. And as for thinking well, clearly, according to this all she was thinking about was the condition of her steaming guts. For goodness sake there's more to life than what to have for your supper. This one quote is worthy of strangulation alone. No wonder I drink.
Today's: 2004 Tim Adams Shiraz. Zesty, lifted and spicy nose. medium bodied. Bloody good OZ Shiraz for just under a tenner should get you out of the bad mood Virginia Bloody Woolf puts you in.
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15 February 2008 @ 08:29 am
Shape of the ball
What are they on about? Complaining about this talk of playing the football matches abroad. Of course it's about the money! Football isn't about anything else anymore. wake up. That's why we hero-worship and overpay the psychotic night-club brawlers and wife-beaters and drunk drivers and drugs-test dodgers and rapists and Hello-mag ninnies who enact our national game every week. And let them get away with it. Doesn't anyone understand how Mount Olympus works?
Jesus.
Let them play abroad and make more money. Widen the goalposts, that'll make more money. Play in America and change the shape of the ball. Better still, play a fixture or two in Iraq to entertain the troops protecting the oil. That's not supposed to be about money either but at least everyone knows that it is. I'll suggest it to the Football Association.
I'm just enjoying a glass of 1977 Chauteau Pichon -Baron. Second growth Pauillac. Bloody good it is. Let us give thanks and praise.
14 February 2008 @ 03:37 pm
Swoop
As I sit here enjoying another glass of the rubicund relief and rescue I'm trying to think of when I first became aware of the complete rot of advertising. The credibility gap, I mean, between the thing they pretend to sell you and the thing you end up with. And a voice speaks in my mind. It says, 'Swoop.'
I was six, nay, seven, at least still barely formed in the soul according to the Jesuit tradition. My heart was still a soft mold when on the television, in a space between that kiddie-arts programme fronted by a known paedophile there appeared a brightly painted box containing birdseed. This product was called Swoop. An avuncular voice-over reassured us that all that was required was to sprinkle said Swoop across the lawn, whereupon "your garden will be filled with colourful varieties of beautiful birds". I begged my mother for Swoop. Pleaded. Cajoled. Whimpered for the stuff. Breadcrumbs, she said. Sunflower seeds. Peanuts on a length of string. No, I cried, Swoop Swoop Swoop.
I got my way. I remember how she slammed the packet down on the kitchen table. 'There's your bloody Swoop.' I ran out to the garden, sprinkled liberally, returned inside and waited. After an hour or more, they came.
Starlings. Filthy, squabbling, squawking, dirty-feathered grey-black starlings, harbingers of avian diseases, images of poverty, shitting on the lawn, hoovering up the Swoop. Seventeen of them. I counted. Really nothing else got a look in. Where were the birds of paradise? The lesser-spotted and the greater-plumed?
With such dark birds gathering is there anyone out of there on this internet who blames me that I like a glass of wine in the evening? Is it any wonder that I have dark dreams?
Current Location: reclining on the old calfskin
Current Mood: 
intimidated
intimidatedCurrent Music: Tangerine Dream